Last night a friend and I attended a church dessert musical. The affair had an elegant feel with candlelight, a coffee bar, and high quality music blended with a humorous script. The show highlighted different types of music from classical to rock, beat boxing and rap.
What especially touched my heart – besides the chocolate/raspberry dessert and excellent music – was one girl’s lively spirited performance. She sang and danced in a team with ten to twelve other teenaged girls. This girl had the courage to perform in front of over 2,000 people over a period of four days. Why did she have such an impact on me? Because she is a plus-sized girl, possibly size 18-20 or so. Despite her not fitting our culture’s sick calling to be thin if you perform, she got up and sang and danced passionately. Not only that – but she looked as though she enjoyed herself just as much as the others. She definitely was not waiting for her skinny ship to come in before giving herself permission to enjoy life.
Why did this strike me so deeply? Because many people are waiting until they are “skinny” (oh, how I hate that overused word!) to embrace life. In my counseling practice, I’ve met many people who are waiting until their “skinny ship” comes in before they sing, dance, play, buy cute clothes, etc. They wait and wait, dreaming of all the possibilities when their skinny ships come in. During the counseling journey they realize that life is too short to wait for their skinny ship to come in to enjoy life. So they begin to live the life they would if they lost weight. The irony is that often, during the counseling process, they lose the weight anyway because the weight was never about food as much as it was about their hearts and their stories.
How long will you wait to enjoy life, to embrace it as if it were your last day on earth? Or will you continue to wait until your skinny ship comes in? Who would you be if you tapped into your God-given talents, gifts and personality traits – regardless of your size?
“Man looks at outward appearance, but God looks at the heart.” I Samuel 16:7